Friday - 17/5/2019 - 3.35am

Today is the first day i wrote something to this blog, I was thinking about my life currently and in the future, obviously i will never regret about my past. What I was thinking is, Life is just a white plain cotton, i can do everything in my life and draw something to make it beautiful and gimme wonderful life. But now, why i cannot draw it as what i want. I don't know the reason. I have the feeling to make it happen but i cant. I fell lost in my own life... it really hurt for me to accept this... I need a better life. Hopefully one day i can fulfill what i want.